The Visual Aspect

Hello.. This is a small announcement. I am planning to buy this domain soon. So, deleting my other blog and shifting it here. I am going to post the same old posts here for the next few days and then after a fortnight will continue posting new posts.

Quick Intro for all those who are new here, a Beauty & Lifestyle Blog comes here.
Okay.. for all those who know me.. know how lazy I have been with this. All my besties know of this and how much I have postponed this blog. And for all the others who don’t know me.. and is here.. Welcome girls. Thank you for visiting my blog.
Okay a tad bit of details..
Some 8 odd years ago.. When almost every single friend of mine started blogging.. I started one too. It was a poetry blog. Some years later.. I realised that was more of a sad poetry blog. I got up one morning and realised.. Ahh!!! This is so not me! And I deleted the whole blog. I am whimsical like that.
One year later when I was bored of travelling and missed writing (okay that particular year I travelled six times to opposite directions of the country.. Yes I am stuck by Wanderlust, just like that)  I started another one.. a Travel blog, a Picture Blog and a Journal blog.. grrrrh! Well none of the above mentioned blogs exist any longer. Because I am so crabby.. One Moment, One Random thought.. and I deleted them all. But then it was only a few months.. And I needed a place to store my best writings because I am so careless that I keep losing pen-drives. And, I also wanted a place to vent out my turmoils and thoughts. So, it was then I started this WordPress Account.

I am an amateur though with most of the make-up products, I am lame at highlights and super lazy. Infact if you saw me some 5 years ago.. I was so tomboyish that I didn’t know the brands of cosmetics most girls used then. I had no idea of the basics of makeup, I was sun-tanned as hell. Infact I was brought up among guys mostly(a bunch of all brothers’s only sister).. My hobbies included cycling in the Sun, swimming in the rains, riding my daddy’s motorcycle, going nature hiking, landscape photography and the things like that.
But then.. Like they say.. All little girls grow up. So, did I. Okay atleast, thats what I believe now. 😛
Here I am trying to learn more and sharing the little that I know. Please be generous with my mistakes and correct my wrongs.
Heres to the world..!!!
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Poila Baishak: Bengali’s NEW YEAR.

So, here is our new year.

My “New Year”.

and as this yr is about to start.. i am making a list of things i want to do..

Wake up early. Go to bed on time, meaning not 4am!
Write everyday. Read books I already have and not the ones I just get.
Eat healthy. Eat more veg food and learn to cook more of veg food.
Cook in. Eat at home more. Avoid restaurants. *Lose Weight*
Take walks. Take pictures.
Document my life.. via the blog, and silly li’l pictures.
Eat more fruits. Make salads at home.

Be more productive. Laugh loudly and more often.
Hand-write more. Use the pretty stationery I have lying around.
Travel more. Take more road trips.
Be kinder to myself. Not worry so much.

Speak up. Be more forgiving.

Give myself pedicures and manicures at home.
Soak up the sun. Wear my sunglasses.
Make decisions easily. Be more silly.

I don’t want to be stressed out this year. I want to be happy. Silly. And smile more 🙂

Ending an Era.

I started blogging back at 2008. I was never much of a writer. I started writing when I stopped talking. Those days, I had been trying hard to make myself an introvert from an extreme extrovert. My life had changed suddenly. From being the daddy’s spoilt brat to mom’s responsible daughter, it all happened to early; over a night. I was over-burdened with responsibilities that I could never ignore. Basically, I didn’t want to ignore. With so much of work to do and so less of maturity to attend, I started dropping people out of my circle. It was not long that, I had disowned almost everybody that I could talk to. I didn’t want to talk either, for I knew nobody would ever understand me and my problems. I had to deal with them myself.

For people who have known me for a period now, know that I am pretty impatient and spontaneous as a person. I wanted to become calm; composed rather. I started blogging so that I could be content within myself. Nothing of that sort has ever happened. Instead I kept rambling about people and places: their respective lives and shit, absolute shit. Shit, that I have been into; been trapped into. I liked people. I disliked people. I fell for people. I got over people. Every single thing was recorded in my blog. Hurt, Pain, Irritability, Headache, Hopelessness, Denial, Hypocrisy, Happiness, Success, Failure, Insomnia. Everything. Almost everything.

And then last month, one fine day, I decided to delete my blog. I wanted to delete them all. I didn’t have enough reasons to convince myself so after over a month of thoughts, I finally deleted it.

Standing here at 2013, I feel that am back to square one: Back to 2008. Yes, that was exactly this way. Back at 2008- High-school was over and I was about to enter Law College, there was so much of confusion and chaos around, I knew, I had to drop so many people and go far away. I knew I had to be good and great to make myself worth a job that people around me envy. And now at 2013- College is getting over and, I already have a job. But, there still lies the same confusion and chaos. I don’t know, if I really want to go so far and do a job. Although, the anxiety to enter the real world a.k.a Job is putting my stomach in knots. I again know, I would have to drop so many people, delete so many things from my head.. the blog being a part of the things, I always wanted to delete for it had things that wouldn’t let me start afresh. I know now, that I am good enough and have successfully made myself worth it. BUT, there is this one thing that’s been different. Back then I was at distress, Now am at Peace. For, I know now, things happen at its own course of time. Whether things fall apart or join themselves together, mostly you have nothing to do about it. The Universe is allowed to run its course without explaining to anyone why it did or what it did.

So, here I am starting things afresh. Ending an era, Publishing another.